I know i never do ... i promise i will try ..
i have no idea what the last thing i bitched about was...
so lets start over ....
New Things in my Life
1 Cheerleading:)
2Jared:)
yes.. cheerleading is back baby !!!! i love it ... it's fun but it's such a workout !
jared is perfect... its werid everything is totally perfect... inever had to hint or push anythign with him b/c he already knows.. he finishes my scentances ... if we fight two min. later we're back to being normal ... he tells me what i'm thinking so i never have to say it .. i dunno i know this all sounds ridiclous but it's true....
right now tho i'm kinda upset ...i have this friend that i love dearly and i'm trying so hard to call them and talk and hang out but ever scince summer started it's liek she wants nothign tto do w/ me .. i know thats not it but i'm trying soo hard.. i miss her and i'm sad ... i need some one to talk to and every time i call her she doesnt anwser or shell call me back .. which she never does i dunno what to do :(
Sooo i have finally fixed things w/ the boys!! thank god
and also ms.k has seemed to become instered in nick and my relationship....
for some reason i think this break made all of us think... i actually got hugs from the boys.. nick and i have never been better and ms. k feels like my mom again.... but as you know something has to be worng ..... my tonsils are swollen beoynd belief and i think they may need to come out .... work is probally gunna have my head i can't work either day they have me on sooo ... there might be some problems there ..... o well i personally dont care at this point they are riducluous there any way so they can shove it .... when i can work they dont put me on and when i can't work they do ... they are fucked up!!! ok well i gotz dance so see ya later!!!!
